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Thursday, November 10th, 2005
8:28 pm	Birthday #23 I had a good birthday yesterday :) Thanks for all the phone calls and well wishes. Hope everyone is doing well. (Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
2:37 pm	Attempt #2 at this post I have already typed this out once, but that is not happening again haha. The past week I have been battling a serious sinus problem *the sinus problem has won*. I have hardly been able to do anything because everytime I go outside and the cold air hits my lungs I lose my breath. It's about time for me to start updating my journal again hunh? Its been forever and a day since I updated with a real update instead of a survey or whatever. Ive got a crazy couple months coming up. Feb 25-28 is Chicago April 16-21 is Ny Mexico is supposed to be before May Wisconsin will be beginning of June Frequent flyer miles haha I have a valentine this year which is cool. I have been on both sides of the fence on this one... not having a valentine isnt much of a loss either. Its probably the dumbest holiday every. I mean if you really care about someone why should you make a point of showing it on this one day. I know that when I have someone in my life that I deeply care for I try my best to make every day special. A great quote on love..... "Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes just be an illusion." -Javan (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 25th, 2004
2:00 pm	Merry Christmas. Hope everyone got what they wanted/deserved *haha that could be taken so many ways* Stay warm and be safe. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
1:22 am	Geeked from Daniel(again haha)..... Name ] zac [ Birthday ] November 9th 1982 [ Birth place] Nashville [ Eyes ] Blue [ Hair ] Naturally dirty blonde.... now... a light brown/auburn combo [ Height ] 5'4". [ Shoe size ] 8 Last Time I... [ Had a nightmare ] week and a half [ Cried ] recently haha [ Exercised ] 2 weeks [ Dyed your hair ] supprisingly 3 weeks ago [ Checked your e-mail ] 30 mins ago [ Slept ] 2pm lol [ Called someone] 9:30pm [ Went to the mall ] 5pm [ Giggled ] few hours ago [ Smiled ] few hours ago [ Laughed ] few hours ago (i see a trend) Do I... [ Have a girlfriend/boyfriend ] sadly no lol [ Have any gay or lesbian friends? ] i'm not sure that they are really gay? haha [ Consider love a mistake ] hell no [ Like the taste of alcohol ] sometimes [ Go to church ] i wish i did [ Have any secrets ] Yes [ Have any pets ] at my moms place [ Wear hats ] nope [ Have any piercings ] No, but i want [ Have any tattoos ] No, but im affraid of needles... a poke is ok, but not long enough for that [ Have an obsession? ] i'm a scorpio(of course) [ Have a crush ] yeah a lil one [ Like your handwriting ] I was born to be a doctor (it is hard as hell to read) [ Have any bad habits ] never i'm perfect*sarcasm* [ Care about looks ] yeah cant lie [ Believe in witches ] yup [ Believe in ghosts ] absolutely [ Cheat on test ] i'm sure at some point [ Steal ] nope CURRENTLY [ Dressed ] only wearing boxers [ Mood ] excited about the day ahead [ Make-up ] no haha [ Taste ] what does this mean? [ Hair ] poofy from the shower [ Smell ] clean [ Thing ] again... what does this mean? [ Fingernail Color ] uhh no polish if thats what it means [ Refreshment ] i'm actually thirsty [ Date ] 12/7/04 Last Person... [ You Talked to ] phone cody... computer keith... in person jeremey [ You Hugged ] virginia i think [ You Instant messaged ] keith [ You Yelled At ] probably keith lol [ You Had A Crush On ] cant say cause he may see this eventually :-p [ Who Broke Your Heart ] keith lol [ Kissed you ] hmmmm.... oh dear..... ummmm..... cody? [ Looked at ] jeremey i think [ You called ] cody Favorites [ Food ] chicken of some kind [ Color ] blue [ Shoes ] kenneth cole [ Candy ] starburst [ Animal ] dolphins interest me [ Movie ] X2 [ Car ] BMW M5 [ Ice cream ] Chocolate [ Holiday ] Christmas [ Computer Game ] none [ Number ] 2 [ Song ] oh shit.... live martina singing O'Holy Night.... Cd... her singing Where Would You Be [ Vegetable ] potato [ Fruit ] srawberry Who do you want to.. [ Kill ] he might see this lol [ Slap ] as above lol [ Tickle ] the sorta crush :-p [ Talk To ] as above I... [ Am ] sore(my back hurts) [ Want ] some dick... joking.... to cuddle :) [ Wish ] I would focus on school [ Hate ] that I let stupid things bother me [ Fear ] that I may fuck up... something or another [ Hear ] my typing [ Wonder ] what all I need to buy for Christmas still [ Regret ] a lot of things [ Love ] my mom and a few others [ Always ] let my heart run my life [ Am not ] big (well you know what I mean) [ Dance ] if I am shit faced drunk..... oh I can't dance [ Sing ] all the time [ Cry ] when I need to.... too often as of late [ Confuse ] hmmmm i dunno... haha I guess that is confusion? [ Can ] do a lot of stuff.... I need more direction on this [ Need ] to workout [ Miss ] happy days (on a regular basis) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 4th, 2004
3:05 am	wow First time in my life seeing Martina sing hasnt made me happy enough to forget how bad my life sucks. Either she has lost it (doubt it) or I have hit a new low(looks like we have a winner). (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
4:48 pm	Geeked from several people LAYER ONE: >-- Name: Zac >-- Birth date: 11/9/82 >-- Current Location: Antioch, Tennessee >-- Eye Color: Blue/Grey >-- Hair Color: Changes weekly, but brown right now >-- Height: 5ft4 >-- Righty or Lefty: Right >-- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio >LAYER TWO: >-- The shoes you wore today: Kenneth Cole and Sketchers >-- Your weakness: evil boys haha >-- Your fears: hmmm i dunno >-- Your perfect pizza: cheese >-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Buy my mother a house >-- Your most overused phrase on AIM/AOL/Fag.com: j/k >-- Your thoughts first waking up: Maybe I will wake up tommorow >-- Your best physical feature: nothing in particular pops out in my mind >-- Your bedtime: whenever >-- Your most missed memory: not being so boring lol I am such a dork now WHY DID WE SKIP LAYER 3! >LAYER FOUR: >-- In love?: debatable >-- Have a weird fetish?: no, but I do enjoy butts lol >-- Prefer a certain position?: nopers >LAYER FIVE: >-- Smoke?: nope >-- Cuss?: way too much >-- Sing?: yeah >-- Take a shower everyday?: yes >-- Have a crush?: sorta >-- Do you think you've been in love?: of course >-- Want to go to college?: I may go back and take business classes >-- Like(d) high school?: yeah >-- Want to get married?: Yes >-- Believe in yourself?: usually >-- Get motion sickness?: nope >-- Think you're attractive?: depends on the day >-- Think you're a health freak?: not a freak, but i try not to trash my body >-- Get along with your parent(s): my mom is the shit >-- Like thunderstorms?: yes unless I am out in it >-- Play an instrument: trumpet *Sorta* >LAYER SiX: >In the past month... >-- Drank alcohol?: yeah >-- Smoked?: yes >-- Done a drug?: Nope >-- Had Sex?: of course not >-- Made Out?: nope >-- Gone on a date?: nope >-- Gone to the mall?: yes >-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: nope >-- Eaten sushi?: nope >-- Been on stage?: no >-- Been dumped?: no >-- Gone skating?: nope >LAYER SEVEN: >Ever... >-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: no >-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated?: yeah >-- Been caught "doing something"?: walked in on?: nope >-- Been called a tease?: yea >-- Gotten beaten up? nope >-- Shoplifted?: never >-- Changed who you were to fit in?: probably at some point >LAYER EIGHT: >-- Age you hope to be married: 30 >-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 and who knows >-- Describe your Dream Wedding: wedding doesnt matter..... only person im with >-- How do you want to die: In my sleep >-- Where do you want to go to college: MTSU lol joking >-- What do you want to be when you grow up: "the shit" (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
1:33 am	Kelly Clarkson.... Her cd is sooooo good. Very much more rock than I am used to haha,but its extremely good thus far. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
1:04 am	P.F. with mom.... Today was interesting.... Went to eat with Jeremey,Virginia, and my mom.... we pull into the parking are of the restraunt and run into Sara and Matt... we all ate and what not... it was so weird knowing that my mom was surrounded by my gay friends for the first time. She really seemed to enjoy herself. She actually bought everyone lunch and seemed to want to go eat with everyone again... woah.... I am really lucky that I have such an open minded parent. Other things of the day- went to eat with jason *aka*homocop for the first time in forever. I miss seeing him on a regular basis(he's like my gay mama lol). Started to arrange my room tonight.... I hope I can get it how I want it. I gotta go to bed... school awaits me. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
7:58 pm	Sick sucks.... Well I am still sick from whatever I had Monday..... yeah shitty b-day week, but I will be alright. Sitting at home every day sucks balls. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
1:05 pm	Birthday and stuff (lol only I can get sick on my b-day) Thanks for the happy birthdays from everyone. You guys are all sweet as can be. I decided I didnt want to have a party or anything this year.... maybe next or sumpin. On to last night lol..... I went to eat and see a movie with Audrae and Keith. It was the first time I had really gotten to visit with Keith in a long time. Well yesterday I got some sweet tea from Arbys and I noticed it was kinda sour.... just thought it wasnt so great. Well last night about 30 mins into the incredibles my stomach started hurting really bad, so I went to use the bathroom (*gasp* I dont do public bathrooms). I continued to feel horrible so I decided that I should probably leave before I got too sick to drive home. Long story short, I had food poisoning or something for hours and hours. I slept beside the bathroom on the floor so I could run back and forth. For some reason I always get sick on special occasions... this year it was my b-day lol. Its ok though. What doesnt kill us only makes us stronger. I felt bad for getting sick last night.... I never get to see either of them, but Audraes b-day is coming up soon. Im babbling.... Thanks again for all the happy b-day thoughts :-p (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 8th, 2004
11:41 am	Almost here.... My birthday is tommorow... It really doesnt feel like a b-day though. (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
1:34 am	I think a higher power was trying to make me believe.... Tonight I went and ate with Adam,Austria,David,Jordan, and Sara. The food was great and the company was better. To say the least, I have been having a bad couple months. I was/am beginning to lose faith that things will get better, but tonight my fortune read as follows "You will overcome difficult times." That might seem insignificant to most people, but for me right now it means hope. (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 28th, 2004
2:18 pm	Ready for change? On November 2, 2004, citizens of the United States of America will be electing a president. When you and your family votes, please keep this in mind: Under Bush, the USA has lost jobs for the first time in over seventy years. Under Bush, the USA has gone from a five trillion dollar surplus to a five trillion dollar deficit in just four years. The economy has never been this bad - not even through the wars of the last century. After 9/11, the USA received the world's sympathy and support. Bush has destroyed this support and the USA is now one of the least respected countries in the world. George W. Bush lead the country to war under false pretenses and lies. Iraq was not linked with Al Quaeda. Iraq has no WMDs. Iraq did not attack America. The USA is not safer under Bush. The United States now has fewer allies and is more reviled in the Middle East than ever before. Bush's plan is not working and is just resulting in the deaths of thousands of American soldiers and tens of thousands of Iraqis. If you want to make the world a better place, please elect a president who wants to improve the economy and work with other countries to bring peace and security. On November 2nd, make a real difference. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 23rd, 2004
2:58 am	grrrr I am obviously in a downer mood, but I can't even remember the last time something good happened in my life. It looks like i'm going to spend another birthday being unhappy. I feel like everything I try is pointless.... nothing seems to work out the way I intended it too and I don't know how to reverse this trend that began forever ago. I can't say that there is anything in my life that makes me happy anymore. I am not overly depressed, but nothing happens to get me excited about going out. I have decided I will not drink for 2 weeks... quite frankly, I have tried to drink away my sadness... not working. I absolutely HATE going out, but if I sit at home or in small groups my mind wanders off into *blahness*. I know we all go through this at points...... i'm over it.... I can't keep dealing with this every 3 or 4 months. I wish I could think of a single acheivement I have had in the past several months.... it's like I am worthless right now. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 22nd, 2004
9:32 pm	Confidence down to zero.... Well, I was going to go to Shelbyville to see Audrae (who works with Keith), but I looked in the mirror and noticed that I look like complete dog shit. I will be staying in tonight. Kind of a bummer *to say the least* (1 Comment |Comment on this)
7:56 pm	Just incase anyone wants to go to Martina's Joy Of Christmas.... I got my tickets.... here is the link... they go on sale tommorow, but i know the pre-sale password http://www.ticketmaster.com/event/1B00394DF66EAE8D?brand=&artistid=755684&majorcatid=10001&minorcatid=2 martina is the pre-sale word..... Im going hopefully someone else will be going :-p (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 21st, 2004
2:21 pm	Geeked from Daniel..... 01. Who are you? 02. Are we friends? 03. When and how did we meet? 04. Do/Did you have a crush on me? 05. Would you kiss me? 06. Describe me in one word. 07. What was your first impression? 08. Do you still think that way about me now? 09. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
3:14 am	Weirdness... Ate at PF Chang.... saw dude from Blink 182.... small world. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 14th, 2004
4:23 pm	Another Trigger Happy Tn Police Officer..... A Hendersonville police officer was justified when he shot and killed a leashed 60-pound chow after it bit an animal control officer in front of children, Chief David L. Key said yesterday. But not everyone, including the city's mayor, agrees. ''I am disappointed that this dog was shot, and it appears from the video that the officers had other less drastic options if they had thought ahead,'' Hendersonville Mayor Jim Fuqua said in a statement. ''I have not had an opportunity to discuss this with the Hendersonville chief of police, the city attorney or the officers involved.'' Key said the shooting was unfortunate. ''I hate that the animal had to be put down, but I am thankful that the situation resolved before an innocent bystander could be bitten,'' Key said in a released statement about the department investigation into the incident. Hendersonville Officer Tim Torok remains on duty; Animal Control officer Amanda Hollandsworth was treated and released at a medical facility, Key's statement said. According to police and its video, the shooting occurred Tuesday at Drakes Creek Park North, where children, ages 5-7, were practicing soccer. Hollandsworth was responding to a citizen's call at 5:18 p.m. about a black chow running loose. Initially, the dog was ''passive,'' said Lt. B.J. Riley, who oversees animal control. Hollandsworth put a leash on the dog and tried to take it to her truck. It was then that the dog suddenly ''became vicious'' and bit the animal control officer, Riley said. She had bruising and redness on her leg, he said. The animal control officer called for backup and continued holding the dog on a leash for three minutes until Torok arrived, Riley said. During that time, the dog sat at the end of the leash and was calm, he said. The dog attacked again after Torok arrived. ''The dog again became vicious, attempting to bite other officers,'' Key's statement said. ''The police officer fired one shot, in a downward direction, fatally wounding the dog. ''At no time was any citizen in danger during the incident,'' the chief's statement said. It wasn't clear exactly how many children were nearby at the time of the shooting, although the children apparently were in view and some watched the shooting take place, said David LeMarbre, city parks director. Riley said Hendersonville policy requires that an officer use the most passive force necessary to subdue an animal. The animal control officer was trying to keep the dog away from the children, Riley said. He said the officer did not have time to use a catch-pole, which is a long pole with a loop of wire on the end used to catch animals from a distance. Plus, he said, leashes are more humane. ''We try to use the most passive method,'' Riley said. ''The leash is easier on the animal when we're trying to catch them. The pole cuts off air circulation.'' Riley said police received calls from residents who were concerned about the police use of force. Also, witnesses provided statements to police that the dog was not acting vicious at the time of the shooting; other witnesses told Hendersonville investigators that there were concerns about the dog's demeanor, Riley said. The dog was a chow mix, and its name and owners were not known yesterday, Riley said. The dog did not have a collar. It is being kept in animal control offices for further investigation, he said. Take a look at the video..... http://tennessean.com/local/archives/04/09/59621576.shtml?Element_ID=59621576 Everytime something like this happens.... I just want to roll my eyes at the people who tell me that the officers aren't trigger happy. (Comment on this)
3:30 pm	Bad Zac... No more staying out till 4am during the school week. I really wish I had something to update about. I cant find my old phone to put my new #s in... thats not good because I really dont have anyones # *uh oh* Hope everyone is doing great. (4 Comments |Comment on this)